Ever since I’ve grown to know and to *squeak if he sees this* really-really-really-like-so- much-that-it’s-already-love Conor, I’ve been becoming more motivated to work hard and achieve things. He sees so much good in me, it’s kind of amazing how well he thinks of me and it’s making me feel like I can do anything.
I want to be a better person because of him and to try harder to achieve my “dreams”, like writing novels and screenwriting for film & TV. He’s inspiring me to not slack off so much and it’s just making me really happy to know that I have someone other than family who really believes in me.
Maybe I’m getting too ahead of myself. We’ve only been together for less than a month, but it feels like I’ve known him for a long time and I just really hope that he’ll be there with me for a long time. In the meantime, I’ll just enjoy the amazing times we’re having together at the moment. :).